First entry for a new beginning

Happy New Year to all of us! I hope this new year will bring us many happiness and many dreams getting fulfilled.

I promised myself that I will write more this year, and learn to express myself better. So here I am on the second day of the new year, writing my first blog.

I have been feeling kind of lost, down and tired lately. All those negative feeling seem to resurface at the end of every year. But on the 31th, the last day of 2009, I told myself that I should closed and welcomed the new chapter of the year with laughter, not by feeling sorry about myself.

So, I went out with couple of friends for dinner. Nothing fancy. Just the three of us, because the other two friends bailed out on us. I was a bit worried that it might be an awkward night since my friends were not quite close with each other. But it turned out great! My bestie and her husband came to join us after, then one of the friends who bailed out on us came too. It was fun. We then move to another place to hang out and to do the New Year's countdown because this restaurant was closing.

I came home and I prayed to God. Thanking God for a good 2009 and praying for a better 2010.

I am still not myself, not feeling all great yet. But I am working on it. One baby step at a time...